Selfish Love

Not that I miss you and wish you were here
I miss the person you once were
The time when you said you've waited
And didn't mind waiting until I say yes

Not that I'm saying I wish you didn't change
Because I have learned that at times I have to be content
And that I need to change

But I know me and I know you
I know I have my lows and so do you
How do we compromise
That time I wish I knew
And there is no secret I was still stuck to you

Until you made the call and left
Until I realised you couldn't wait anymore
Until I learned that love is not selfish
But the one who love and longed to be loved is

But you're a memory that keeps me up some nights
That reminds me of unresolved conflicts that they talked about
A memory that gives me clarity of thought
A memory that is common to a woman

A woman who deserves love and understanding
Not rules and regulations
A woman who deserves romance and warmth
Not terms and conditions
A woman who believes that she deserves to be herself

-PRK-

Ocean Breeze

He tinged her velvet lips, searching into her eyes
A hunt so choleric then slipped between her thighs
Her nails sliced through his skin, octave went high
A plunder she lust after, a diversion that never dies
His body drew closer to hers that's burning
Ablazed as they lean against each other's yearning
Confiding her sureness and puissant oddity
A symmetrical penury, a breeze that's probatory
As the sun take root, two souls simmered down
Softly they whispered, anticipating for the frown
But the love story marched on, along with the zephyr
Every moment then wangled the dire masquerader

-PRK-

The Missing Mechanism

Spruced up for hookups

Some dough and a hookah

She thinks she's living it

But he knows she'd die out

Because she lost her way,

Confused in the day

Can't breathe in the night

Ugly things on their way

New ballgame to play

Screwed verses that sways

Dejected, conflicted by ideas of being gay

She's desperate for peace

His lust isn't at ease

She needs to make money

While he is the beast

Some do it for fun

Some do it to survive

Trust they tried to run

But violent is fast

Bashed up to stay up

Or else she needs to pay up

To make up for the rescue

She's controlled to stay laced up

And this thing called whoredom

Isn't a life without boredom

It's a life without condom

She'll kick a bucket at random

No commiseration

Yet she's the apportion

To those who stick dicks
Shove it in without passion

A woman and a child
And a man of the wild

Nobody would know
When life is on trial

But heaven is true
Desperation is too

That heaven on earth
Puts us in the blue

Now she was just a child
Who's a mother to a child

But there was no child life
When he brought her to the wild

A father in the name
A guardian by right

But his shit is full of shame
A monstrous kind of life

-PRK-