Inside, You Cry

I remember that time when you talk about your past
How you upset the people around you
The games you played
The hearts you broke
But I also remember the other side of you
You're not heartless
Just a temporary emotional cripple
To hide who you really are from others
The vulnerable side of you
The part that would bleed
And takes longer to heal than a cut
But that's you on the outside
Inside, you cry
But you'd try not to
You'd push them aside
Your pain, your anger
You're in agony and you won't admit it
You just want to be strong
At least show them that you are
When you're not
Because inside, you cry

-PRK-

Nafas

Jantungku berdegup pantas
Cubaku menghela nafas
Dan ku perhati gerak tari mu dicantas
Dan irama itu disudahi dengan pantas
Lalu lirikan di bibir mu berubah
Renungan mata mu rebah
Bagaikan dahan yang rapuh, tak pernah basah
Khayalan-khayalan mu mula gelisah
Seperti khusyuk dipermaikan
Diduakan jasad yang diraikan
Kemudiannya dijahanamkan segala ikatan
Cuma kerna masa lalu mu yang digelapkan
Yang tak bisa mereka terima
Tak bisa mereka simpan tanpa rela
Tetapi nafasmu masih dihela
Nafas yang tak mungkin segan diramas dunia
Kerna nafas kita satu
Kita sama, kau dan aku
Dan permainan ini tiada yang benar mahupun palsu
Semuanya sekadar puisi dan igauan lagu

-PRK-